I have a dilemma. It runs like this: yesterday, Sunday, was an S day and my birthday and my dad and I went to grab some doughnuts after getting brunch. I wasn't hungry at the time so I figured I would eat mine later. Apparently this is the best doughnut place in town. Later, I still wasn't hungry, so I figured, "Hey, I'll eat it for breakfast tomorrow, it will be perfect." This morning, I grabbed it and my coffee and headed to work. I realized as I was on my way that doughnuts are probably a sweet, and today was an N day.
But now what do I do? Do I eat it as a meal anyway? Throw it away?
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I really wanted to eat it, and if I would have thought about it, I would have stuffed it in last night even though I wasn't hungry. Which is not ideal either. But if I just throw it away, it's a) wasting it even though my dad bought it specially for me and b) I really want to eat it because they're supposed to be really good and it is my birthday doughnut!
This sucks. I feel like I can't win. But I don't want to start over on my 21 days.
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I felt so proud of myself yesterday because I didn't feel the need to stuff myself silly. But now I feel like I accidentally shot myself in the foot and am miserable about it.
Edit to add: This also means I did not eat any breakfast this morning. Which doesn't help my mood. I made it to lunch no problem, no weakness or snack attacks, just general grumpiness.