Honesty required....
Posted: Mon Jul 28, 2008 4:38 pm
Two weeks into starting NoS diet and I'm learning a lot about myself and food. (And I thought I had a good relationship since I've never been a yoyo dieter or jumped on diet bandwagons).
1. After a solid 10 days of Greens, I had to admit that I had a Red for having a bit of ice cream. In one sense, I am not sorry that I did (participated in a youth program and we created a 6 meter (20 ft) banana split. And yes, I sampled.) But, the struggle I had within me! Instead of just being honest--a red because I had a sweet-- I spent two days struggling with: Should I make that be a NWS day? Should I count it as an S day and "drop" a normal S day? Should I just count the small bowl as part of a meal and thereby getting a Green day?
I finally came to my senses and realized that choosing to eat a small bowl of ice cream does not involve *moral* guilt and wasn't worthy of dithering about. Just mark it red because I had a sweet and therefore didn't meet the requirements for marking it green. No big deal. Mark and Move on is a new motto!
2. The months of July and August are full of NWS days for our family because of 4 birthdays in 6 weeks, vacation time, camp banquets, etc. The temptation is very high to start nixing "normal" S days in favor of these family events, but I realized that I will have months ahead of me with very few NWS days and I ought to enjoy this time. So, I will have a string of yellows for the next few weeks. But I will take responsibility for myself and make sure that I eat sensible meals and sensibly enjoy the treats that are coming my way, guilt-free.
Musings from a newbie,
1. After a solid 10 days of Greens, I had to admit that I had a Red for having a bit of ice cream. In one sense, I am not sorry that I did (participated in a youth program and we created a 6 meter (20 ft) banana split. And yes, I sampled.) But, the struggle I had within me! Instead of just being honest--a red because I had a sweet-- I spent two days struggling with: Should I make that be a NWS day? Should I count it as an S day and "drop" a normal S day? Should I just count the small bowl as part of a meal and thereby getting a Green day?
I finally came to my senses and realized that choosing to eat a small bowl of ice cream does not involve *moral* guilt and wasn't worthy of dithering about. Just mark it red because I had a sweet and therefore didn't meet the requirements for marking it green. No big deal. Mark and Move on is a new motto!
2. The months of July and August are full of NWS days for our family because of 4 birthdays in 6 weeks, vacation time, camp banquets, etc. The temptation is very high to start nixing "normal" S days in favor of these family events, but I realized that I will have months ahead of me with very few NWS days and I ought to enjoy this time. So, I will have a string of yellows for the next few weeks. But I will take responsibility for myself and make sure that I eat sensible meals and sensibly enjoy the treats that are coming my way, guilt-free.
Musings from a newbie,