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10/08 - 0 starting weight
11/08 - 15 - 20 down. honest. What am I doing? vanilla No S!
12/08 - 20 down, then I got over-confident, quit and it was Christmas time! I seem to always make it to 20, then bounce.
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03 /09 - 0 down. again
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04 /09 - 10 down.
05/09 - 14 down. (but I got a new scale that reads 3 pounds off of the last, so actually 3 more lost from now on)
06 /09 - 18 Slowing, so I reset my goal
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07 /09 - 18 down. I seem to only be able to maintain this summer. Difficult temptations when the kids are around.
08 /09 - 20 - and very determined not to bounce!
09 /09 - 26 down!
10/09- 21 - quit and tried sparkpeople for 3 weeks... duh. Reset my goal again.
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11/09- 16 big gain during the holidays:roll:
12/09- didn't want to know... weigh day was on Christmas and new years was worse!
01 /10 - 17 down.
02 /10 - 17
03 /10- 20
04 /10 -
05 /10 -
06 /10 - 20 just seems to be my number! ug
07 /10 -
08 /10 - 21 I seem to maintain every summer.
09 /10 - 26 down again!!! Woohoo!!!
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01/11 - just don't ask... gaining
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04/11 - I try daily... and fail daily all winter. Ug.
05/11 - 0
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07/11 - 0 and starting over with a fresh start
08/11 - 11 down. Yea! 2-3 dishes period. 7 days a week.
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11/11- 5 down
12/11- 0 down. Back to the beginning. I feel like a fat looser... time to try another plan I think. But then I'm not really doing this either.
01/12- 0 Doing Paul McKenna I can make you thin
02/12- +5 and an new 0 on 3/15/12
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03/12- 12 down from my new high. Fresh start the week of my 45th birthday! Vanilla NoS without cut-and-pasting my ideas into it! I went 21 days strictly straight!!!
04/12- 20 down from my highest. I feel like I have the habit: vanilla with a couple double good days a week. Only 1 red this month.
05/12- 22 down. A few reds.
06/12- 23 down. A few more reds. Ug.
07/12- 22 down. Harder to stay 100% when my weekends blow the entire week. Summers with the 4 kids home are tough!
08/12- 27 down. I've started to wait for hunger, get 1 dish, and try to stop at satisfied. It is really helping. 2-3 dishes of food. Also bought a treadmill...
09/12- 28 down. I'm trying to wait for hunger and stop at full along with vanilla NoS
10/12- 32 down so far and lighter than I've been in over 6 years! Woohoo!
11/12-34 down but actually 39-42 because of the broken scale thing. I want to get to half way!
12/12- 30 down but I got as high as only 18 down around the New Year. UG!
01/13- 26 down
02/13- 24 down
03/13- 24 down
04/13- 22 down. Why do the holidays de-rail me so bad? Ug!!!
05/13- 24 down
06/13- 25 down
07/13- 28 down
08/13- 26down
09/13- 26 down
10/13- 26 down
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04/15-0 Back to ground zero. Feel terrible and obese.
11/15-O zero, though I think it's a new zero. Someday I'll put the actual weight here. Maybe. Ha
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03/16- 0 Bouncing to zero still. Not getting anywhere. Trying everything but noS. So... Im back!
08/16-0 but a new higher 0. This is my max, only 5 under my highest pregnancy weight and I gained 70 when pregnant! Starting over determined!
9/16-10 down doing just vanilla
12/16- 15 down. lingering here. Just want to maintain til the new year.
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6/17- 5 down. ug
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09/17- 12 down and ready to stop this quitting and searching for better easier and faster ideas. They haven't worked! focus on steady state of peace, not loss at this point. I'm going to do NoS except for special occasions only.
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09/18 50 down because I had a pulmonary embolism and started weight watchers. 40 to go but I know I‘ll get there!
2/19 75 down doing Weight watchers, but hating the foods I’m eating
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10/22 20 down and starting over, serious plain ol’ strict noS. Forever.
Start weight 250, current weight 220, goal weight 150 (but realistically this time 180)