Re: Dalia negra
Posted: Fri Sep 13, 2019 4:57 am
Boys and girls!
For the umpteenth time, I will start with No S again. I weigh 15.4 pounds more than the first time I started. I saw a post by Lizzy6 in which I wondered what would happen if I didn't do S for a whole year. I wonder what would have happened if I had continued with No S instead of stopping, dieting and returning several times. Those pounds would probably be down, not up. Or simply, they wouldn't be with me.
But well, I do not come to regret, but to put solution. I spend the day looking for weight programs that I will not follow, that only cause me pain in my soul and cause me to overeat and my compulsion breaks loose. I love No S. And now I am willing to make peace with myself and give myself something that I really like and makes me feel good. I will forget the anguish of weight, of wanting to lose kilos very quickly. That, even if I made a super diet, would be impossible. I have many many pounds left over, and I will also have to invest a lot of time in losing them, and also, suffering, so it is not worth it. Better be happy in the process. Even if I don't lose weight, I am willing to accept that this is the first step to start changing everything in a lasting way, which is what I have pursued all my life.
So enough of talks, today is the first day and I am excited
For the umpteenth time, I will start with No S again. I weigh 15.4 pounds more than the first time I started. I saw a post by Lizzy6 in which I wondered what would happen if I didn't do S for a whole year. I wonder what would have happened if I had continued with No S instead of stopping, dieting and returning several times. Those pounds would probably be down, not up. Or simply, they wouldn't be with me.
But well, I do not come to regret, but to put solution. I spend the day looking for weight programs that I will not follow, that only cause me pain in my soul and cause me to overeat and my compulsion breaks loose. I love No S. And now I am willing to make peace with myself and give myself something that I really like and makes me feel good. I will forget the anguish of weight, of wanting to lose kilos very quickly. That, even if I made a super diet, would be impossible. I have many many pounds left over, and I will also have to invest a lot of time in losing them, and also, suffering, so it is not worth it. Better be happy in the process. Even if I don't lose weight, I am willing to accept that this is the first step to start changing everything in a lasting way, which is what I have pursued all my life.
So enough of talks, today is the first day and I am excited