an extra check in and a related question
Posted: Mon Nov 03, 2008 3:01 am
This was the first day in almost six weeks that I came DANGEROUSLY close to throwing in the towel and eating everything that wasn't nailed down in the pantry.
Yes it was an "S" day, but the only thing that stopped me tonight after a good sized dinner and dessert (and more dessert) was Blueskigh's question ringing in my ears: "Are you ENJOYING it?" And no, I was no longer enjoying it. So I stopped. I didn't go on to have some cereal, and a bag of chips, and a bowl of ice cream. I think I can take some comfort in that. But I still feel like an "No S IDIOT."
I think I've read that some of you have overdone it occasionally on "S" days and that did not totally derail your new found habits. I feel good about the safety of five "N" days coming up, but I hope this overfull feeling I have right now will be a lesson to me next weekend. Should I mark a red on my habitcal for today even though it was a planned "s" day?
Yes it was an "S" day, but the only thing that stopped me tonight after a good sized dinner and dessert (and more dessert) was Blueskigh's question ringing in my ears: "Are you ENJOYING it?" And no, I was no longer enjoying it. So I stopped. I didn't go on to have some cereal, and a bag of chips, and a bowl of ice cream. I think I can take some comfort in that. But I still feel like an "No S IDIOT."
I think I've read that some of you have overdone it occasionally on "S" days and that did not totally derail your new found habits. I feel good about the safety of five "N" days coming up, but I hope this overfull feeling I have right now will be a lesson to me next weekend. Should I mark a red on my habitcal for today even though it was a planned "s" day?