As it is, I eat kinda healthfully (especially since no-S), I exercise most days of the week for almost an hour each day, and I have some muscle definition. Yet my BMI is 24, which is almost 25---25 being overweight. I'm gonna be bold here and show you what I look like:
![Image](http://farm3.static.flickr.com/2203/2452203909_dfba3b696d_m.jpg)
This was just taken last week. I don't consider myself fat, but know the weight where I start to feel fat is 150. There is a big difference to the way I look/feel between 145 and 150, despite the fact it's only 5 lbs. Sometimes I DO see myself as fat because I think of what other people might think when they see a picture like this, which is sad. I try not to think that way, though.
I'm starting to ramble. My point is, I am not going to succumb to the pressure to be a weight that I haven't been since I was 16. I feel good being this weight and my goal is 140 (if I ever reach it!!). Trying to get down to 120 would be so hard and what would be the point?? Being that low would NOT make me blissfully happy, popular, or perfect.