I know I've mentioned that dh was going to be sent to Afghanistan. That keeps getting changed as to when and where. His leave dates have been pushed back, and his destination has been changed, so we sit here in MD in limbo, while the house we bought back home sits vacant because his orders are not finalized.
Stress stress stress. I just want to get this one year deployment out of the way, get in the house we bought that sits empty (meanwhile we sit 1500 miles away in a rental...!!) This all resulted in a mental breakdown
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This war is HELL, and I don't say that lightly! I cannot imagine the families that have been through 3, 4 deployments, those who've lost loved ones. Just complete insanity... and, for what? Really? Oy.
SO, I've turned back to food, ignored noS, while thinking about wishing I wasn't gaining weight AGAIN.
It's time for recommiting to myself. I can control myself, even if I can't control the scary world around me.
Just thought I'd check back in.
I'm admiring all the newcomers for their newfound strength through noS, something I'm hoping to find again. Next week I'll have done noS (more or less) for 2 years!
Great thoughts to all in their journies!