My plan for SG today is to do any movement, no matter how easy or "lame" such as simply holding the SG and wiggling it around, or holding it and walking in circles, or whatever, just so I keep my N and S days habit structured..
I am still sick, and actually I now have an upper respiratory infection of some kind.. So I'm really winded. But I know I can do some of these moves, as long as it's at a snails pace, and I don't want to keep having to start over and over, even when I'm sick.. Unless I have a fever and am just horrible, there's no reason not to keep SG'ing..
Unfortunately, it's been a very very depressing and stressful week and I'm really down these days..
The job is okay, but not great.. I will say I am getting a lot of work to my quads there when I am doing all that filing, but it's turning into a bit of a drag now that the realities of the work are hitting me.. I have never stooped over as much for any job in my life, and I am coming home with like 20 paper cuts on my fingers and knuckles every time (which then scream in agony when I wash my hands under warm water) and also killing my back. I'll keep this job till I can find one that's better of course, but, I'm pretty bummed over it.. Oh well..
The really upsetting thing though this week is that my Dad ended up in the hospital for the third time this year.. This time for pneumonia..
I saw him the other day, and he is just looking so terrible.. I felt so horrible for him because he couldn't even muster up the energy to cough and had to have his lungs aspirated with a tube..
Just a heartbreaking experience.. My Dad is considerably older than my Mom, and between Parkinsons, heart problems this year, and general aging stuff, and now this, it's just been a very rough year for him.
I can't help but be very affected by his decline in health.
I am just praying that he finds peace soon, as he really is suffering so much these days.
Sorry I'm posting all this on SG, but I just can't stay on the boards too much during the day so I thought I'd just post my general update here for now.
Have a great week!
I will post here if I feel I'm slipping up, but if you don't hear from me, fear not, as I'm really going to keep this up, even if it's "Wimpy" style SG till I'm all well again
Of course, I'll post any cool stuff, like if I lose inches etc or create some wacky new movement that hasn't already been created yet... LOL
Peace and Love,
Debs
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