Conclusion? I hate counting calories after a while. At first, I like it because it gives me accountability, but after two months or so I get burnt out and feel deprived and stuff.
SO! Back to No S we go (I do fine with sticking to it once I beat my "diet-mentality). The only "mod" that I stick with pretty consistently is that I make Friday nights an S night and Saturdays an S day and Sunday nights an S night (so it equals out to two days when it is all said and done).
I am actually really happy with my body right now and am really focusing on eating the things that I love and exploring healthy foods while going to martial arts twice a week and biking M, W, F, and Sa.
Hopefully with No S, I'll be able to reach my goal of 120 pounds eventually, but it is more important to me that I create a healthy relationship to food again and break some of the bad habits I developed through counting calories.
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