Little help here guys! I'm feeling rather depressed. I find that I am constantly absorbed by the thought of food.
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I feel like I'm living from meal to meal and no snacks is absolutely killing me right now. I feel deprived. I'm always playing the freaking hunger games (lol gotta love the puns!) and it just kind of makes me sad. I see my entire life (as I've known it) disappearing before my eyes. I see afternoons at the pool (no popsicles
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) I see friend's birthday parties(no cake
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) I see an afternoon reading under my favorite tree (no apple
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) And getting weird looks for constantly having to say "No thank you." And all the "Are you on a diet?" "Are you trying to lose weight?" Questions seem positively daunting. I know, I know, relying emotionally on food is awful, and extremely unhealthy. But, I confess, till this point in my life food has been a BIG part of it! It's almost like I'm mourning a loss!
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lol. It sounds stupid. But it's true. So tell me, all you long time no s'ers, because I'm wondering whats so harmful about the occasional apple? Or a slice of watermelon in the afternoon? Nuts maybe? I want to be a good little dieter and stick with it, so tell me, will this go away? Will it get better? Will I feel less depressed? Also, I haven't really seen any "results" yet. I've lost a grand total of 2 pounds. Will it get less discouraging? Less weird feeling saying "no thank you" constantly? Will I stop being so frickin hungry? At this point I should literally move to Hungary because that would be a fitting place to live. lol. as you can tell, I'm depressed, thinking of all the things I'll have to forego this summer to stick with this. It seems almost impossible at this point. Somebody tell me it gets better, even if it's no true
Na Razie!