How do I feel?
Way better! For one, my relationship with food has completely changed. I no longer look at each plate of food with guilt, no longer chastize myself for what I've eaten each day.
I am no longer sad and depressed about myself (even dh comments how much happier I am!). I may be overweight but I'm working on it, and that's what counts.
I enjoy my S day treats thoroughly with ZERO guilt. I do try to NOT be an idiot though LOL.
I have learned that I will not starve in the 4 hrs it takes to get to the next meal. Hunger is uncomfortable, but it is not overly painful and isn't going to cause me to keel over from a hunger attack.
I have not lost control of my eating and I am so proud of myself, since food has been an issue since I was a small child (first diet was 2nd grade, my mom obsessed about my weight!)
Our grocery bill is less... I'm not eating a box of crackers, half a package of oreos, a couple bagels with pb&j on them or butter every day between meals where I would also have seconds. I am not following supper up every day with ice cream (probably 4 servings, since a serving size is 1/2 cup and I woudl just fill my bowl) plus a few cookies to dip in the ice cream as I ate.
See how that would all add up!? That's a LOT of food.
I think my pancreas is happier too, since it's not having to continuously pump out more and more insulin as I eat. My insulin resistance is improved as is my acanthosis nigricans (darkening of the skin caused by excess insulin in the blood).
Overall, an excellent experience. I sortof wanted to take tomorrow as a an S day for a day of celebration but I think that would be unwise. Tomorrow will be day one of set 3 Smile And it WILL be a success!!
LOL I feel like I"m accepting my noS 21 day "Grammy" award LOL. But it's true.
A huge GIANT ENORMOUS Thank You!!!!! Goes to Hilary (jaxhil)!!! She and I have been buddies for the last 21 days and we both made it through together! I cannot thank her enough for her support and also have been happy to support her. Every time I think I want to give up and have a snack or a sweet I think of her and stop myself, because I know she's trying too! Thanks babe


Ok I'll calm down now, getting a bit enthusiastic LOL.
Thought I'd share!!!
Day 1, set 3 here we come!
Tiffani