It seems whenever I am on a roll, I get really excited.. and then I post something about how well I'm doing..
Almost inevitably, thereafter, I lose my drive to keep going and start to slack. I really don't understand this phenomenon, but it's very consistent.
I had three great weeks this month, and then as soon as I posted on the September challenge, that things were going well, I had a complete about face with my daily exercise and a few failures on NoS as well.
I'm sure there may be other factors here, but I'm going with my gut reaction to this pattern and, with some regret, I'm sorry to say I'm probably not going to post much in the way of my progress on the boards anymore, till I've gotten to a really major landmark, however long that takes.
I'll still be lurking about and continuing to mark my progress on HabitCal, if anyone cares to check on that.
Please don't take it personally, you all know I *love* this group!!
I've just simply gotta put my blinders on and not let myself get sidetracked or distracted or self sabotaged in any way.
Just to say, I did actually lose about 6 pounds this month as of last week, but for all I know, I may have gained back a few already since I had a not too great week following that.
So for me from here on out, till I've lost all the weight I really want to lose, I'm not going to post progress, or talk about it..
Just gonna do it!!
Good luck to all here and have a great rest of the week!
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